The more blogs I read and follow, the more books I want to dive into!
It is a total addiction!!! I can't stop myself! I am being totally serious, and not making light of anyone who has a substance addiction, or like the people you see on the show Hoarders. I'm telling you, every time I order a book either from my library inter-loan system or from Amazon, I'm like, "oooh, just one more!" Much like an alcoholic might want "just one more drink", or a hoarder might want "just one more pair of shoes" or an animal hoarder (a terrible vice) might want "just one more cat".
Just a little while ago, I heard of a book and thought, "oh, I really need to read that!" So I went online to request it from my library. Well, lo and behold.... I have been CUT OFF!! I got a message that said "the amount of books you have requested from the system has exceeded the limit allowed".
I was in a serious panic!!! I was like, "What??? You can't do that! I just want to order one more!!" I really felt like "this is what an addict going through withdrawal must feel." Being cut off. Not being able to take a drink, or a shopper not being able to buy something.
Now, mind you.... the books I have in my home right this second is nothing short of ridiculous. If I look around me right this second I can count 14 books that are all TBR. And this is just in my living room.. in my little corner where I sit every night. My nightstand right now has 8 books on it, my desk has 9 more. Yet, I keep ordering more. Not necessarily buying more, but like I said - requesting them from the library, or going on paperback swap.
Really, do you think there is something wrong with me? I have always been like this with books! Ever since I can remember! My grandmother used to take me to Woolworth's and I would ask her if I could get a book. Of course, being Grandma, she always said yes. So I would go look through the paltry little offerings of the five and dime, most of them Children's Illustrated Classics. Most of them, stuff I did not want to read. But, I'd pick one anyway. Why? To be able to say I got a new book! Many of them went unread. Today, I do eventually read all of the books I get. Back then, I just loved the thought of owning a ton of books! (I used to tell people that I wanted to be a bookkeeper when I grew up because I thought it meant "someone who keeps a lot of books".)
Now, I do own a ton of books. And don't get me wrong... I don't love that fact any less now that I am all growed up. But, now that I am all growed up, I'm thinking I might have a problem on my hands.....
Is there anyone else out there that "suffers" from this type of addiction as I do??? And the thing is... nobody else in my family reads! So I can't even blame some of the books on them. Like, "Oh, that stack there is all Logan's". It's all me. I don't know if I should be proud of myself, or hang my head and skulk away in shame....
What's a girl to do? Atleast it's an affordable addiction. Not like I'm going out and buying myself Manolo's or Jimmy Choos whenever I get the chance. Many of my books come from the inter-library loan system (man, I love that feature!), so I don't even buy them. And now I sound like I'm enabling myself by making excuses!! But what does it say about me that even the library is like, "whoa... tone it down, sista... you've got a problem! Who do you think you are... comin' in here, requesting all these books? You should seek professional help!"
And, actually now that I'm thinking about it, that might not be a bad idea!
I know! I bet there's a book out there about book addiction!
I'm going right now to the library website to see... oh, wait. That's right - I'm cut off. Forget it.
*** and just in case any of you were wondering (which I'm so sure that you were on the edge of your seats waiting for me to tell you...), right now - right this minute - I cannot get enough historical fiction! I have 14 historicals requested, and the one I cannot wait to read is The Tea Rose by Jennifer Donnelly! I love turn-of-the-century New York City, so if anyone has




